It's been a long time since I did my last journal here, and I was away from posting here in DA since 2015 (3 years ago) I was envolved in a few projects and keeping the work as I did all these years.
But the hiatus is over, I'll start posting for a while around here, so please help me to give me your support as I keep working and posting here back again in DeviantArt.
A NEW WORLD AND HOPES AWAITS FOR ME (CHANGING STYLE AND TRANSITIONS COMING)
Hi everyone after a lap in the journals I've back with making a few statements to tell this is the last journal with the usual design a few changes are coming so bear with me in this transition, it's halloween time right now october is ending and we're about two months till 2014 so I'm starting to use the pedal to acelerate and make new works for this upcoming months and I'm so late...
In other news the commissions are now opened and I recently activate the commission on PayPal and Payoneer so if you have these please make me a note or if you don't you can still pay me on points or giving me a premium membership extension.
Art trades I only acept one at the time by month.
My livestream is changing his structure and I hope everyone likes it.
Soon I'll start making youtube videotutorials and post more speedpaintings.
A new manga story comes. Soon more info about it.
Well I have to say that there's too much to do and less the time so please join me in this adventure, sending me a request for commission, following me in facebook, in Pixiv, watching my youtube videos, watching me making illustrations on livestream and more.
Right now I'm looking for get a year of Premium Membership so please help me with to reach the point amount or paying me for making a commission for you.
Hi is been almost a year since I did the last journal and I think I'll start to make some changes in my style of work and some other things I saw the people doesn't like anymore my art and I started to feel worried about it and I see what in their faces in some of them saw about me, I have no job now and I have two commisions pending so I'll start to finish the works so I can end it, I don't know if somebody cares about what I do or don't the thing is I've been running for 7 years and I guess is time for a change of style of painting and drawing, the people doesn't like too much what I do and most of it I get lost too much from DA and watchers get away by my absence. I said that's it is the end to me... I can't do more better... I feel crushed and... is time to change... there's nothing else to say
After I post the last four works I decided to end the 2 commisions and the last art trade so close any reception and start to work in some other things and I'll open a new DA account to start leave the things in here... in order to a new change I hope I can found it... thanks to the people who watched me all over the years but is time to change if I want to make it happen...
I don't know if you understand all these things and if you don't I'm sorry still asleep, but the truth is to me I'm going to change for the better I hope.
31 YEARS, REFLECTIONS OF WASTED TIMES AND WHAT'S HAPPEN TO ME
I just had my birthday and well it was a bit depressed day, I get to my 31st birthday and I was questionating myself about all those years wasted and the great lack of perfection on me about what I do and the promises broken but also the talent wasted in a town that doesn't need of artists like me, so I think about moving finally out of here, but first of all, I must thank to everyone who wrote birthdays presents and other give me an art gift to me I'm so greatful about that, getting back to the time wasted I felt that, the day of my birthday I sense it too much, recently I did my auto gift and I really loved it after I maded many arts I start to sense an important change in my style bring it a bit further more artistical than a simple art, I'm working now in the change of making the anime/manga styles and do some other things... push a bit more off the wall, right now is time of changes... to risk harder and I need all the support of the people I know here on DA and off DA, next week it be the last week you saw me because I get to Caracas to give first a drawing teaching classes for a shelter and then I get to the Caracas Comic Con in the Artists Area and also I'll give a SAI & Manga Studio Tutorial, so to the folks of Caracas, I'll be there...
I must thank to and post in this journal to the people who give me an art gift for my birthday...
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Thanks so much from the bottom of my heart I really loved the art gifts also Simbarolei the sister of RouseMouse maded me an art for me and I'll post it in my blog...
6 YEARS OF RUNNING, FEATURED, COMMISSIONS & LIVESTREAM NEWS
HI EVERYONE... LIVESTREAM IS OFF (3:30 PM VET*) (check on your time zone) TUESDAYS & SUNDAYS
*NEW HOUR IN THE AFTERNOONS
Well is been 6 years since October, 25th 2005 (sounds like Back to the Future but there's no coincidence on the date) I've entered in DA so you can figure how is the time going and going through in everyone we accept our realities and place our hopes in the future and as Doc Brown said "the future is never written no one can tell you, the future is the one that you can build". since that day the first deviation recieved 4 favourites and 279 views in all these six years, called tenshi, in that time I was naive and stupid in my 24 years never experienced yet the digital and feared the colors but when I saw the arts of some artists I decide to change radicaly and work harder for my sake and for my future as an artist if I want to do better, and now 6 years passed and I feel like I was never ever started yet like the clock only moved only seconds feeling wasted in my thoughts and suprised by the rough changes in the style I created of my first ones... here's an Example...
2005. My 1st Deviation October, 25th
2005. My 1st traditional colored artwork
2005. My 1st digital colored artwork
2005. My 1st OC art of Yuni
2006. My 1st OC art of Jewel
2006. My 1st OC art of Ginger
2008. My 1st OC art of Claire
2008. My 100th Art in DA
2008. My Fanart of Samus Aran (1st most viewed & faved)
2008. My Fanart of Yoko Ritona (2nd most viewed & faved)
2008. My 1st semirealistic art
2009. Mahou Girl
2009. Rain Romance
2010. The Nymphs
2011. CD Cover Artwork
In fact 6 years passed since then and I must say a fact, the lifetime of a Deviant is sometimes up to 4 years max, for any reason some people I knew in DA closed account or forget the password and opened a new one or changed of account or stop doing art or writing or some of them passed away, in fact so very few gets up to 6 years or more some of them have since the page opened, and I'm very grateful for still here in DA who gives me a piece of mind and helped me to find good friends and artists throughout the world with a click of a mouse, I grew up as an artist and as you can see it in only 6 years, I did what others took more or less... I only had 54 Kiribans (54.000 visits) in all these years but what the hell I'm happy for that even if someone said that I have a null fame or I am nobody, it only matters to me what I can do and if I can reach it, there's nothing else I'm working harder to be better with all my heart I can do it so thanks to all the people who comment me, fav me, watch me and befriend me, you are the ones who believe in me... I'll be here always for everyone...
I'm doing commissions, if you want to know the prices or any kind of payment (to those who don't have points) please send me a note, to point commission send me a note don't ask for prices because is in the point board... thanks to everyone who supports me, visit me right now on livestream the show is off but you can see the recorded programs...
Hello everybody.
It's been a long time since I did my last journal here, and I was away from posting here in DA since 2015 (3 years ago) I was envolved in a few projects and keeping the work as I did all these years.
But the hiatus is over, I'll start posting for a while around here, so please help me to give me your support as I keep working and posting here back again in DeviantArt.
Stay Tuned folks!
Matta Ne!
A NEW WORLD AND HOPES AWAITS FOR ME (CHANGING STYLE AND TRANSITIONS COMING)
Hi everyone after a lap in the journals I've back with making a few statements to tell this is the last journal with the usual design a few changes are coming so bear with me in this transition, it's halloween time right now october is ending and we're about two months till 2014 so I'm starting to use the pedal to acelerate and make new works for this upcoming months and I'm so late...
In other news the commissions are now opened and I recently activate the commission on PayPal and Payoneer so if you have these please make me a note or if you don't you can still pay
TIME FOR A CHANGE
Hi is been almost a year since I did the last journal and I think I'll start to make some changes in my style of work and some other things I saw the people doesn't like anymore my art and I started to feel worried about it and I see what in their faces in some of them saw about me, I have no job now and I have two commisions pending so I'll start to finish the works so I can end it, I don't know if somebody cares about what I do or don't the thing is I've been running for 7 years and I guess is time for a change of style of painting and drawing, the people doesn't like too much what I do and most of it I get lost too much
31 YEARS, REFLECTIONS OF WASTED TIMES AND WHAT'S HAPPEN TO ME
I just had my birthday and well it was a bit depressed day, I get to my 31st birthday and I was questionating myself about all those years wasted and the great lack of perfection on me about what I do and the promises broken but also the talent wasted in a town that doesn't need of artists like me, so I think about moving finally out of here, but first of all, I must thank to everyone who wrote birthdays presents and other give me an art gift to me I'm so greatful about that, getting back to the time wasted I felt that, the day of my birthday I sense it too much, recently I did my
6 YEARS OF RUNNING, FEATURED, COMMISSIONS & LIVESTREAM NEWS
HI EVERYONE... LIVESTREAM IS OFF (3:30 PM VET*) (check on your time zone) TUESDAYS & SUNDAYS
*NEW HOUR IN THE AFTERNOONS
Well is been 6 years since October, 25th 2005 (sounds like Back to the Future but there's no coincidence on the date) I've entered in DA so you can figure how is the time going and going through in everyone we accept our realities and place our hopes in the future and as Doc Brown said "the future is never written no one can tell you, the future is the one that you can build". since that day the first deviation recieved 4 favourites and 279 views in all these s